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TRANSGENDER SUPERSPACE

by leor miller's fear of her own desire

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young lack music beautifully put together. these are hella good jams Favorite track: comet vomit.
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Iain Hits a sweet spot between Broken Social Scene, Pavement and Mac DeMarco. Favorite track: dark wonder.
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1.
wandering the hills at the break of dawn i contemplate why i've been up so long i wonder what's keeping my feet on this lawn and i walk my bike back home red blood red dress read a book this week and i walk my bike back home red blood red dress red exterior intermittent visions of catching a dream extracting its essence do you know what i'm seeing? a sudden realization of becoming a being and interplanet janet was a galaxy girl while i'm stuck in the sticky orbit of another world revolving at the rate of a tilt-a-whirl and i walk my bike back home red blood red dress read a book this week i collect the stars that glow red blood red dress red exterior.
2.
comet vomit 02:12
abominable masses i move like molasses i kiss like thumbtacks and my sweat becomes the dew in the grass i become one with the taste of my stomach the light from your comet illuminates the vomit on my shoes i'm reminded. stuck and uninvited i become the mud on your shoes the light from your comet illuminates the vomit on my shoes.
3.
the days are just days they erode like soil or brains and everything is happening but i can't feel the change. the body's a cage that disconnects from the brain and everything is changing but i can't pinpoint the way it moves like a stationary bike a frozen turnpike the sky pierces my kite. the concrete expands and contracts it cracks like the bones in my back i can't tell the notes which i lack you're hitting potholes in an all black sedan. you speak the anxious word and the grass crawls up my skirt. i fall into the absurd and the grass crawls up my skirt.
4.
swim myself 02:10
i can swim myself i can loosen up i can taste the essence i can cough it up i can ride this bike i can look like this i can light it myself cuz i can taste the difference i fall into a pool from the highest shelf i got no water wings i can swim myself i've got a bone to pick this lack of mental health i can taste the difference i lit it myself the dream is the truth i put it to use. i can swim myself i can loosen up i can taste the essence i can cough it up i can ride this bike i can look like this i can light it myself cuz i can taste the difference.
5.
colt 45 01:44
i, young geometer swallow thermometer internalize temperature unclothing an emperor nice without meaning it suckle thin peppermint life and avoiding it my sexual disorientation. so i, like an astronaut discovering parking lots spit up dry apricot i can't tell which earth we're on. i fall right into it a trap of my own making i talked to god and their breath smells like colt 45.
6.
the cut 01:32
clothed in the same arguments naked in their motives wear them like bandages i closed the cut, the cut still bled. words and their meaningless centuries of sentences i spoke the word now it orbits the space in my head.
7.
dark wonder 04:10
cut grass and pond water i dive into the dark wonder break the surface of the green cover i plunge into the swampy summer and i count the crumbs i measure a mess like a thick film it floats it's immeasurably dense i count the koi fish i count the stones i throw i count my words cuz i speak them slow cut grass and pond water i dive into the dark wonder break the surface of the green cover i plunge into the swampy summer and i still sleep on the phone with trouble finding my feet on the way home do you still sleep on the floor? i heard that it works i heard it don't anymore.
8.
i can't tell the difference between you and the words you say just like you can't tell the difference between what is and is not okay and i wait for you to notice and i wait for you to know and i can tell the difference between the moon and the light of day just like i can see the disconnect between the things you think and what you say and i can't tell the difference between my floor and the ground outside just like i can't tell the difference between what feels real and what's contrived and i wait for me to notice and i wait for me to know but it takes too long to show you

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TRANSGENDER SUPERSPACE is the tenth album/EP i've released since october 2015!!

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released October 31, 2016

all of these songs were written and recorded september-october 2016 in oberholzer at bard.

thanks to everyone who has lived in a close space with me for not giving me shit for playing music constantly, thanks for listening to all the demos i send u, thanks for listening to my feelings that don't sound like music, thanks for listening to the ones that do, thanks for watching me play, thanks for playing with me, thanks for making me think about things, thanks for letting me do it out loud, thanks for inspiring me, thanks for being alive in the world bc it can be a real hard time.

this album is for every single trans/gnc person in the world, in siblinghood and solidarity

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leor miller's fear of her own desire New Haven, Connecticut

i was lost and then i found myself and now i'm lost again.

new album "eternal bliss now!" out now on Candlepin Records.

currently in new haven, ct

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millerleor@gmail.com for inquiries
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