30 DAY FREE TRIAL

by leor miller

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"30 DAY FREE TRIAL" was created on the 30-day free trial of Ableton, except for "twangy" and "what do you dream of?"

all songs written and performed by leor miller
samples:
on "not what i expected" : noah roth
on "59" : gilad jaffe

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released April 27, 2016

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leor miller Annandale On Hudson, New York

part time person, full time pop girl from evanston, illinois going to bard college

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Track Name: not what i expected
i know what you did.
i watched it all on a tiny
television.

i need a new fear,
one that i hear in the middle of the night.
i need a new word,
oh when will i learn?
i'm moving in a circular pattern.

and i'm finding
under every rock is a mass of insects,
crawling.

and i'm a big bird, with raging hunger,
i can't control myself.
but i get anxious,
return to my nest,
and eat absurd amounts of hot chips.

i know what you did.
Track Name: spitting images
your image of androgyny
is rotten, but i'm still swallowing.
it's feeding me, depleting me,
of self esteem, eternally.

my head on a different body
got me fucked up, but it ain't no party.
invitational, sensational, but it's so goddamn
unattainable.
Track Name: what do you dream of?
what do you dream of?
a queerer picture?
accurate mirrors?

trying to figure what i want,
i can't remember,
it's hard to remember.

life is a cycle of weeks and weekends,
i am weak and
getting weakened.

pressing my hands together,
i am weak and
getting weakened.

what do you dream of?
what can i do about
what you dream of?
what can i do?

what do you dream of?
a queerer picture.
accurate mirrors.

trying to figure what i want,
a queerer picture
a queerer picture

life is a cycle of weeks and weekends,
i am weak and
getting weakened

life is a cycle of weeks and weekends,
i am weak and
getting weakened.
Track Name: twangy
walkin thru my head,
a winding hall of feeling.
i can't read my own map,
i think we lost it.

left out overnight,
all of my fruit is overripe
and swinging low,
a stunted growth,
tiny slivers of what my hands can hold.
Track Name: on the ride home
you've got
a favorite view on the ride home,
when we lose
service on our phones.
i like
the comfort when we are curled up,
you're bright,
got all the words
that i don't.
Track Name: 59
tripping over the same strip of carpet,
every morning at 3, just like i planned it.
wrapping tightly, the same strip of bandage,
59 inches.
my body fits perfect.

the world is strange today
every day
the world is strange.

i bundle up and leave the windows open.
we paint our nails, and then watch them chipping.
like drinking water while i'm pissing,
every act has a purpose and it's missing.

the world is strange today,
every day
the world is strange.
Track Name: riveriveriveriver
please don't
hanging out
is not enough
i gotta go.

bought food
left it out
it gets cold
much like i do.

walked down
four times today
to the river bank
i wash away

too much time
slip on my shoes
can't decide
if it's too far down
we got this far
we might as well
walk

you and i
are just tiny
disturbances
in the pattern of things.