1. |
hit my head
01:39
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walking on all fours,
sticking sticks of gum under tables,
i will choose yours.
i will chew yours.
i will take my tongue,
taped to the roof of my mouth
taped to the speckle painted wall
on which i daily hit my head.
taped to the speckle painted wall on which i hit my head.
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2. |
circulate
01:18
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stressed out,
and time is stretching out.
front door is locked,
but i can walk around.
ten dollar charge.
sitting alone,
a little stoned
in my backyard.
staring at the stars
through a phone
in the middle of nowhere.
biting at the edges of my socks,
my circulation has been cut off.
walking, trying to find myself in the dark.
trying to retrace my
train of thought.
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3. |
bed brained
02:13
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compartmentalize that shit.
i got no brain.
no cabinets in which
i can put it away.
trial and error
and error
and error
and error
and error
and error
and error
and error
and error
i fell asleep in it,
i made my insides ache.
sat for 15 minutes,
it felt like 30 days.
licking the knife with
the most precise technique.
it takes time to learn,
but this i picked up quick.
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4. |
whaddaya?
01:09
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whaddaya
shooting that shit about?
looking into lenses like
a lost onlooker
long fingers lurching at
every opportunity
pouncing at pictures
of the not so picturesque
well?
whaddaya
write for read later?
write of wrong leader?
climb a tall ladder?
some summits are higher
than others
but climb much quicker.
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5. |
throat coat
01:33
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i can feel the bubbles in my throat,
like my insides about to explode.
drinking water out of my hand
in the bathroom sink.
i can feel the pressure of the shower,
in it i spend
half an hour.
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6. |
spacey
01:43
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chewing the insides of my cheeks,
anxieties come in valleys and peaks.
i was so lost then.
and i'm still lost.
now.
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7. |
solace song
02:01
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i just wanna be useful,
i just wanna be good.
i don't wanna suffer,
no amount of weather to put me under.
i wanna be youthful,
i just wanna have fun.
i don't wanna get over it,
i don't wanna feel done.
i get so...
sometimes i feel so lazy,
can't get out of bed,
and i never know how to explain it.
i'm trying to address it,
this is how i get good.
this is how i get better,
and i think that i still could...
but i get so
caught up
sometimes
but you
float right
in to
my mind and i remember...
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leor miller's fear of her own desire New Haven, Connecticut
i was lost and then i found myself and now i'm lost again.
new album "eternal bliss now!" out now
on Candlepin Records.
currently in new haven, ct
she/her
millerleor@gmail.com for inquiries
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