gender dysphoria memes

by leor miller

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photo by kai joy

recorded at bard and in evanston

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released July 14, 2016

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leor miller Annandale On Hudson, New York

part time person, full time pop girl from evanston, illinois going to bard college

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Track Name: coincidentally,
you and i wrote the exact same thing
created conversations out of tiny brainstrings.
but i unravel at a higher rate,
the brakes break at a higher pace.
i unravel at a higher rate,
the brakes break.
Track Name: a body
standing on top of your car
i feel naked with my clothes on
i feel more high with my shoes off.
i still cannot see the stars.
it don't mean shit that i'm made of them

i find tiny things and make them giant
everything explodes as i close my eyelids
i am not what you call me
i am not my body.

searching for cracks in the floor,
slip through the hole in your door
i scrawl my name in the ground
i pull my hair in and out.
i watch my skin recompose,
when i look closely it grows,
shapes the way i wasn't born
it curls up at the corners
wasn't born, but was made
an unpredictable trade
off the top my head it seems
but you refuse what it means.

i find tiny things and i make them giant
everything explodes as i close my eyelids.
i am not what you call me
i am not my body.

and it grows.
Track Name: agency
you are not one
of my oldest friends
i don't walk your way
or run in and out of your attention.

i don't want to,
i don't have to
break my back,
running around,
i don't owe you anything.

i don't want to,
i don't have to.
Track Name: a lizard
you were a god, and i was a lizard named after that god because even when i felt remotely like you, i could only be a tiny one.
Track Name: love song of contempt
and i will be
your accessory
for the world
to see
and you can show me
what it means to be
a good one
of my
identity.
Track Name: discover myself
i don't discover myself
i dig futile holes in the ground.
fire lit right under my,
sit down and put the car in,
and i don't discover my
futile holes,
i dig,
i dig,
i dig
i dig,
i

an unclear emphasis on
i don't discover myself
a sickness i cannot cure
dig futile holes in my hands.
i find i'm learning a lot
but have trouble proving it
faint fire right under my
deep, feeble.
holes in my head
Track Name: parking lot
with trouble following directions,
i get lost and
lay down in the middle of the block
but the car don't stop
keep on running
through the fence of the parking lot
Track Name: place-based depression
thanks a lot
i'm giving it all i've got
not a lot
because i don't fucking get it.
thanks a lot
for your words,
they mean an awful lot,
i am an awful lot
like you.
empty headed,
empty headed
i don't want to leave the house
i hate it
it's a place-based depression
that doesn't get cured
anywhere
ever.

on a first name basis with my prescriptions