1. |
coincidentally,
02:13
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you and i wrote the exact same thing
created conversations out of tiny brainstrings.
but i unravel at a higher rate,
the brakes break at a higher pace.
i unravel at a higher rate,
the brakes break.
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2. |
a body
03:35
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standing on top of your car
i feel naked with my clothes on
i feel more high with my shoes off.
i still cannot see the stars.
it don't mean shit that i'm made of them
i find tiny things and make them giant
everything explodes as i close my eyelids
i am not what you call me
i am not my body.
searching for cracks in the floor,
slip through the hole in your door
i scrawl my name in the ground
i pull my hair in and out.
i watch my skin recompose,
when i look closely it grows,
shapes the way i wasn't born
it curls up at the corners
wasn't born, but was made
an unpredictable trade
off the top my head it seems
but you refuse what it means.
i find tiny things and i make them giant
everything explodes as i close my eyelids.
i am not what you call me
i am not my body.
and it grows.
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3. |
agency
01:26
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you are not one
of my oldest friends
i don't walk your way
or run in and out of your attention.
i don't want to,
i don't have to
break my back,
running around,
i don't owe you anything.
i don't want to,
i don't have to.
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4. |
a lizard
02:24
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you were a god, and i was a lizard named after that god because even when i felt remotely like you, i could only be a tiny one.
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5. |
love song of contempt
02:24
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and i will be
your accessory
for the world
to see
and you can show me
what it means to be
a good one
of my
identity.
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6. |
discover myself
02:14
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i don't discover myself
i dig futile holes in the ground.
fire lit right under my,
sit down and put the car in,
and i don't discover my
futile holes,
i dig,
i dig,
i dig
i dig,
i
an unclear emphasis on
i don't discover myself
a sickness i cannot cure
dig futile holes in my hands.
i find i'm learning a lot
but have trouble proving it
faint fire right under my
deep, feeble.
holes in my head
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7. |
parking lot
02:10
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with trouble following directions,
i get lost and
lay down in the middle of the block
but the car don't stop
keep on running
through the fence of the parking lot
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8. |
place-based depression
02:12
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thanks a lot
i'm giving it all i've got
not a lot
because i don't fucking get it.
thanks a lot
for your words,
they mean an awful lot,
i am an awful lot
like you.
empty headed,
empty headed
i don't want to leave the house
i hate it
it's a place-based depression
that doesn't get cured
anywhere
ever.
on a first name basis with my prescriptions
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leor miller's fear of her own desire New Haven, Connecticut
i was lost and then i found myself and now i'm lost again.
new album "eternal bliss now!" out now
on Candlepin Records.
currently in new haven, ct
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millerleor@gmail.com for inquiries
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